Hours away!

Today is the day! We have to get 4 months worth of hugs, kisses and family time in before he heads out! I'm terrified yet excited! I can do it. One day at a time. If I try to think of the whole time at once I freak out. I can do Monday. After Monday I'll attempt Tuesday and maybe Wednesday. I won't think further than that. One day, one moment, one blink of the eye. I know he's only going to boot camp but he is our world, our family pillar. Never realized how much I leaned on that pillar until its taken away. Will I fall to the ground, crumbled, or will I stand up straight and hold tight to my family? I choose to stand strong until he's back to help me. Wish me luck and pray for strength. He's gonna do amazing in the Army. The least I can do is do amazing at home. Fair is fair:-)